i was from night duty..it turn out a so depressing since yesterday..i'm glad i have a friend who came to cheer me up..even its quite late..or early in the morning..its difficult to understand why, certain situation just happend unexpected..shall i question my self whether i just have a badluck or it was really not meant for me..i've been thinking what is the purpose of all this things in my life..someone have to come...and eventuatually go along till it will last for sometime..it seem i can't figure out why i involve in this kind of charade!
Does it make me like a fool or acting immature and childish? How i'm gonna deal with it..
I belive that the value of waiting.. is like valuing of a lifetime, if we know how to wait, life shall be easy coz God knows what to give us in the right time,that are meant to be shared with someone special in our lives.. that's worth waiting for...and this is something i have to look forward to..
maybe its better this way..although i'm hurt but could still ease the pain rather than to stay for the reason of lovi'n that would make me fall apart in the reality..
this is me..journeying in life complexities eventhough life is indeed full of contradictions sometimes its crazy to be sane.. you need to fall to fly..suffer because you care ,we have to unlearn to know the lesson..i have to give up coz it will even make me strong.. have to be wrong to make things right..
should cry to laugh again.. fall apart to be whole again and get hurt to love again..
always this way..ill get over this..
--michelle n.
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